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N¼nNp«³.sWäv N^pSn AkÄ¡p sNmXp¯p. ASn Np® Du¼p¶Spw, bqÀ W¡p¶Spw, f`¯n NnX¯n]pw NpWn¨p WnÀ¯n]pw C§sW b` tbmhn Np® N]äp¶Spw, Np®¸m`v km]n Hjn¨v sNmXp¡p¶Spw FÃmw D*v. sb®v tbKv f_n¨p tWm¡n BsN N¯n Wn¡p¶p. FXn A`vbw H¶v sbm§ns¡ F¶v b_ªp AkapsX I´n Sm§n sbm¡n] NqsX bmân sbs«¶v Smjv¯n. hmkVmWw Aksa bnXn¨n^p¯n. C^n¡pt¼mÄ AkapsX bqÀ kmSn A`vbw sbman¨p Np®¯` AkapsX N´n fp«n sNm*n^p¶p. AkÄ bSps¡ AW¡n hpOn¨p. FXn Wns¶ CSnWp fp³bv Bs^¦n`pw CSv tbms` sI]vSn«pt*m. CÃ. WnW¡v Ct¸mÄ F´m tk*Sv. FXm Wo ^fys] sI]vSnsà ASv tbms` FWn¡pw sI]vSp Sm. Mm³ Aksa Fjpt¶Â¸n¨p. {ZÊv FÃmw Du^n. FXn tkUW FXp¡pw, hm^fnà FÃmw s^fy Ft¶mXv b_ªn«p*v. GSmWpw fmh§Ä sNm*v Fsâ Np® Np_¨p NqXn k®w k¨n^p¶p. Npj¸w BNptfm F¶ tbXn D*v, F¶m Nn«n] Akh^w Na]mWpw fXn. AXp¡a]n tbm]n F® Np¸n sNm*v k¶p. Aksa S_]n NnX¯n. I´n¡Xn]n Wà sshhv DÅ S`k\ NX¯n k¨p. Ct¸mÄ AkapsX bqÀ Wà koÀ¯p C^n¡pN]m\v.Nm bnXn¨p ^*p sshZnt`¡pw AN¯n. AkapsX Nm`nWnX]n C^p¶p bqÀ sbman¨p, ^*p fq¶v Sk\ W¡n. AkÄ I´n sbm¡n Hä Im«w. bqÀ sbman¨p bnXn¨p sNm*v F® A`vbw Hjn¨v. ssN sNm*v SXkn. AkapsX N¿n F® Hjn¨v Fsâ Np®]n`pw W¶m]n tS¨p bnXn¸n¨p, Aksa sNm*v Djn]n¨p.
FXn tkUW FXp¯m Nqk^pSv. Mm³ bSps¡ Nm`nWnX]n fp«v Np¯n Wn¶p sNm*v Np®¯` bqÀ kmSn SÅn Sp_¶p N´n _dv sI]vSp sNm*n^p¶p. AkÄ¡p C¡nan]pw hpOkpw tN_m³ SpX§n. Mm³ ^*p kn^ sNm*v bqÀ sbman¨p bnXn¨p Np®¯` A`vbfm]n ANt¯¡v NX¯n. ^*n©v NX¯n k¨p sI_pSm]n AW¡n, A¸w NqXn ANt¯¡v N]än. Np® ko*pw N]äm³ tWm¡n]n«p N]_p¶nÃ. Du^n FXp¯ tlgw A`vbw NqXn F® Hjn¨v. ko*pw Np® N]än. fpWvtbms«¡v sI¶v hqhsâ `nbvhn Fsâ `nbvhv d`fm]n k¨p D_p©n. Akapw Fs¶ S` AfÀ¯n bnXn¨p Ipwdn¨p sNm*n^p¶p. Cu hf]w Mm³ Np® A¸w bp_t¯¡p Du^n] tlgw Fsâ hÀk làn]n`pw Hä SÅÂ. Fsâ Np® hN` SXÊkpw sbm«n¨p bq_nsâ AXn]n sI¶nXn¨p Wn¶p. AkÄ ssN Nm C«Xn¨p. AkapsX N®n Wn¶p Vm^]m]n N®oÀ HjpNn. tfmsa FÃmw Njnªp. Aksa St`mXn hpOn¸n¨p. A©p fnWnäv NnX¶ tlgw bSps¡ AW¡n. AkÄ tkUW hin¨pw hiN^n¡m³ SpX§n. Mm³ hmkVmWw hvboZv Nq«m³ SpX§n. AkÄ¡pw Nmfw N¯nN]_m³ SpX§n. ^*mapw sN«n f_nªp sbm^nª N¼nNp«³.sWäv