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N¼nNp«³.sWäv Wn¶v Fs´ms¡t]m hwhm^w. FWn¡v sI_pSm]n tNÄ¡mw. hpf]psX ho sbm«n¨ knk^\w AkÄ sNmXp¯p.
^m{Sn B]n, Bim^w Njnªp M§Ä fp_n]nt`¡v tbm]n. fmfn AXp¯ fp_n]nÂ. A`vbw Njnªp tI¨n]pw F¯n. H^p Wk kVp tbms` AkÄ¡p H^p Wm\w. hpf Aksa Fsâ AXp¯v C^p¯n. FXm Fsâ bq_p Np¯n No_n]Sv tbms` Cksa]pw b®n tIm^ H`n¸n¡\w. Mm³ sbs«¶v bp_¯p tbm]n fmfnt]mXv thm_n b_ªp. AkapsX Nm^ykpw So^pfmWw B]n, fmfn bSps¡ b_ªp. fmfn]psX fpaNp H^p sM¡p sNmXp¯n«p M§apsX fp_n]n N]_n NSNp Npän C«p. FXn hptf Cksa s_Zn B¡n. tI¨n]psX {ZÊv Hmt^m¶m]n hpf Ajn¨p. Wo]pw H^Xn. Akapw {ZÊv FÃmw fmän. ^*pw S½n AÂb hf]w Wà hz]¼³ s`hvdn]³. CkapfmÀ CSv Øn^w b\n]ms\¶p fWÊn`m]n.
FXn tI¨n CknsX km. Mm³ HmÀZÀ sI]vSp. fp«n WX¶p km. AkÄ AXp¯p F¯n. hptf Fsâ Np® AkapsX km]nt`¡v N]äq. hpf Fsâ Gjn©p Np®, AWph^\ CÃmsS SpÅn Wn`vNp¶ksW, AkapsX tI¨n]psX km]nt`¡v bnXn¨p sk¨p. Du¼Xn tI¨n. Bªp Du¼n]m bm NpXn¡mw. A`vbw Du¼n Njnªp tI¨ns] N«n`n Nm`p ^*pw bp_¯p k^p¶ tbms` W¶m]n Nk¨p sk¸n¨p. FXm AkÄ¡p F® H¶pw tk*Xm. Np_¨VnNw tkUW FXps¡«p . hptf Wo H¶v Du¼n Np® WWt¨, AkÄ Du¼n] Sp¸Â Nq«n hpfs]s¡m*v Ss¶ AkapsX tI¨n]psX bqÀ kmSn¡ Fsâ Np®¯` sk¸n¨p. A`vbw DÅn N]än. FXn A¸p_¯p tbm]n tI¨n]psX fp` bnXn¨pw NpXn¨pw Hs¡ Aksa hpOn¸n¡p. CSv b_ªp Mm³ Np® A`vbw NqsX AN¯m¡n. Np®¡p«sW Du^n FXp¯n«v tI¨n]psX bq_n Sp¸n, F¶n«p Np® N]än sk¨p. sI_pSm]v bp_t¯¡p k`n¨n«p ASn làfm]n Hä SÅv. Fât½m F¶v k`n] km]n H^p NqkÂ. hpf
sbs«¶v AkapsX km] sbmSn.Wm`©p SpÅn tIm^ Fsâ Nm`nt`¡v sS_n¨p. fq¶v fnWnäv sk¨p, bn¶oXv bSps¡ AW¡n. AkÄ¡pw hpOw N]_m³ SpX§n. N¶n b®m]Sp sNm*mNmw tI¨n sbs«¶v Hu«v B]n. FWn¡ms\¦n AkapsX bqän Hjn¡m³ bämª kngfw. ASv SoÀ¡mWm]n Mm³ hpfs] Nps_ tW^w b®n. AkhmWw AkÄ¡pw tbm]n. Fsâ Np® Du^n tI¨n]psX bq_nÂ, Fsâ lp¢kpw AkapsX tIm^]pw tIÀ¶Snt`¡p N]än. Wm`©p AXn¡p Fsâ bm`pw HjpNn. M§Ä NnX¶p_§n. ASn^mkns` hpf]psX kN Du¼n bms`Xp¡Â, D¨¡v tI¨n]psX kN. b®n b®n D* A`vbw tkUWn¨p. ,
tNmtaKn tI^m³ tbmNp¶SnWp fp³bv ^*nWpw fq¶v Wm`v Nan NqXn WX¯n.
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