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N¼nNp«³.sWäv Np_ª kn`]v¡v kn`v¡ps¶¶v tN«t¸mÄ hqh¶ WnÀdÔn¨p…

W½psX Nã¸mXv f¡Ä A_n]^pSv…. In´n¨t¸mÄ FWn¡pfSv sl^n]ms\¶p tSm¶n…

Hmt^m k^kn`pw Bkly§Ä G_pN]m]n^p¶p…
Wn§apsX Hs¡ N`ym\kpw WX¯n , MmWv kn{lfKoknS¯nt`¡v fX§ns]¯pt¼mtj¡pw

hqh¶]pw Fs¶ kn«p tbm]n^p¶p … KoknSw kÃmsS tdm_Xn¨t¸mav B\v Wm`v¡m`nNtamsXm¸w Kokn¡msf¶v N^pSn]Sv … AkäNav sNmXp¡p¶ Bim^¯nsW¦n`pw hvtWiw Nm\n¡pw … b\¡m^sWt¶m bmks¸«kWv Ft¶m b\¡m^sWt¶m , b_]sWt¶m bp`]sWt¶m , CujksWt¶m Wms]s^t¶m , {NnhvSymWns]t¶m fpÉnsft¶m , inµpskt¶m ASp§av¡v tWm«fnà …. ASv sNm*v Ss¶]m\v MmWv Wm`v¡m`nNsa ka^v¯mWv SpX§n]Sv ….ASnsWs¶ him]n¡mWv H^mav D*m]n^p¶p ,,, fin .AkWv k¶t¸mjm\v MmsWm¶p Blzhn¨Sv … Nm^\w AkWv MmWm]n^p¶p ..Fsâ sI_p¸w B\v MmWkWn`v N*Sv … Fsâ Nã¸mXpNav KoknSw ..bns¶]pw MmWv Kokn¨p SpX§pN]m]n^p¶p ….””

doW Smtj¡v bns¶]pw km]n¨p sNm*n^p¶p … Wn_ª N®pNtamsX B Z]_n fX¡n dmPn`v sk¨n«kav tbm^v¨n`v NnX¶ Nm_nt`¡v HmXn¡]_n ..

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“” Dtf ….CknsX B^pfntà ?””‘ .

CXnªp kojm_m] B koXnsâ ANt¯¡v doW N]_n]t¸mav Df AN¯p Wn¶pfn_§n k¶p …

“” fWÊn`mt]m Fs¶ ?’

“” Dw ..doW … tcmt«m N*n«p*v “” doW H¶pw b_]msS IpäpbmXpw tWm¡n …

“” Np_¨p Wmav CÃm]n^p¶p CknsX …ASv sNms*Ãmw WWªp CXnªp kojm_m]n … sskNn«v NnX¸v MmWv AXp¯ ko«n`m … ^mkns` Ct§m«v tbm^pw …. C^n¡v “” bjNn] H^p Nth^ FXp¯n«n«v Df AktamXv b_ªp

“” G«Wv …AÃ hm^v F´v b_]p¶p ….doW F¶m ks¶ ?’

“” fin …. fin]psX tcmt«m Dt*m CknsX ?’ doW]Sv tNav¡msS en¯n]ns`¡v tWm¡n tImUn¨p

“” Bfv ,,,fins]«sW A_n]ptfm … B ko«n`v k¶t¸m N*n«p*mkpw Asà …””

H^p hm^n Nk_n`v Wn¶pw fin]psX H^p tcmt«m FXp¯p Wo«n Df … ASv km§n tWm¡n]Spw doW]psX N®pNav Wn_ªp …Akav B tcmt«m N®nt`¡v tI^v¯p

“” F´m ..F´m N^]ps¶ ..F§Wm fins]«sW A_n]kps¶ …ko«n`v sk¨tà ..b_]v …”” Df doW]psX bnX¨n`v N*n«v Hälzmh¯n`v tImUn¨p …

“” A¶v fin sIss¶¡v k¶Sv FWn¡v N¼nNp«³.sWäv