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C¯]pfm]pÅ Nan¡ptlgw _qfn kn{lfn¡pN]m]n^p¶ cm_q¡pw D½s] bän B]n In´n¨p sNm*n^p¶Sv. D½ S§apsX NanN*p F¶v GNtUlw D_¸m]n^n¡p¶p .AÃmsS fäm^pw Cu ko«n k¶v CSv Nm\m³ CX]nÃ. C¯m¯]pw B]pÅ ^SntfaSnWnX¡v D½ k¶Sv {l²n¡msS tbm]Sv S§apsX f*¯^fm\v. At¸mjs¯ AkØ]n B Nm^yw In´n¡m³ BÀ¡m\v HmÀf k^nN F¶Sv fsäm^p tImUyInÓfm]n fWÊn Wn_ªp. ATkm D½ Ak^psX Nan Ns*¦n F´psNm*v ASv S§apsX AXp¯v tImUn¨nà F¶Spw AksW Bl]¡pj¸¯n`m¡n. H^pbt£ D½ CSnsWm¶pw FSn^à F¶v BNptfm? C{SNm`fm]n«pw dm¸ f^n¨SnWptlgw fsäm^mapfm]n dÔs¸Xm¯ D½m¡v CsSÃmw BhzmUWfm]n tSm¶nt]m ? F§sW]m]m`pw D½s] CWn F§sW tchv sI¿pw F¶Sv AksW At`mh^s¸Xp¯ns¡m*n^p¶p.
CWn ATkm D½m¡v St¶mXv shN-vhv sI¿m³ SmÂb^yw D*m]n^n¡ptfm ? C§sW]pÅ b` In´NÄ fWÊn`qsX NX¶ptbm]n.
H^pN\¡nWv In´n¨m C¯m¯s]¡mÄ hq¸_m\v D½.C¯m¯ sI_p{bm]w Bs\¦n`pw D½]psX l^o^ kXnknWv fp¶n C¯m¯ sk_pw lnlpkm\v. C{SNm`kpw D½s] Np_n¨v C§sW H^p In´ CÃm¯Sp sNm*m\v SWn¡v tWs^ k®w D½s] BhzUn¡m³ Njn]msS tbm]Sv. SpXs^]pÅ NanNÄ Nm^\w Nmfw fq¯ cm_qOnsâ fWÊnsW kntkNt¯¡mÄ knNm^w Nojvs¸Xp¯n. D½s]¶ ‘fmSa NWn’ F§sW BhzUn¡pw F¶Sm]n^p¶p Aksâ bn¶oXpÅ In´NÄ, ASnWv F§sW fpt¶m«ptbmN\sf¶v fm{Sw Bt`mIn¨p sNm*v Ak³ NnX¶p. D½]pfm]n F§sWs]¦n`pw fp«n Nm^yw WX¯m³ tk*n Ak³ b²SnNÄ H^p¡pN]m]n^p¶p. fp¼v km]n¨ shN-vhv NTNans`t¸ms` D½m¡v F§sWs]¦n`pw Ssâ hmVWw Nm\n¨p `£y¯nt`¡v F¯n¡mWm]n^p¶p Aksâ b²Sn. Hmt^m¶mt`mIn¨v NnX¡pt¼mÄ fp_n]psX kmSn`n fp«ptN«p.
F\oäptbm]n kmSn Sp_¶p tWm¡n]t¸mÄ D½]m]n^p¶p bp_¯pWn¶Sv . D½s] B Wnfngw AknsX N*Spw Ak³ H¶v hvSwen¨ptbm]n.
A`vbw fp¼pks^ Sm³ Ssâ D½s] Np_n¨v Bt`mIn¨p Nq«n]Sv FÃmw Aksâ fWÊn`qsX NX¶ptbm]n. Ss¶ N* DXsW cm_qOv sM«n]Sv Whnc]pw {l²n¨n^p¶p.
“” F´m tfmsW Wo tW^s¯ C§sW NnX¡p¶Sv WnW¡v Sos^ kt¿ ?’ D½ AktWmXv tImUn¨p.
‘ FWn¡v Npj¸sfm¶pfnà D½m N`ym\w Njnªv k¶ £o\¯n`m\v..’ Ak³ f_pbXn WÂNn .
‘Wo Ft¶mXv sk_psS NÅw b_t]* Wo Fs´Ãmtfm F¶nÂWn¶pw f_¡m³ {lfn¡p¶ps*¶v Wnsâ fpOw N*m A_n]mw, WnW¡v Sos^ k¿m]vN DÅ tbms` tSm¶p¶p*v Wnsâ N¼nNp«³.sWäv