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N¼nNp«³.sWäv Ss¶ Np_¨p Sp¸Â Np*n knXknt`Nv Sp¸n kn^ sNm*v NqSn Spa]n tS¨p bnXn¸n¨p . H^p kn^ bSns] Sp¸Â bp^«n NqSn]nt`Nv N]än . ABiviviv ssgf Sm¯ hpOw sNm*v H¶v M^§n .

D½s] tWm¡n]t¸mÄ D½ D½ FWn¡v bp_w Sn^nªp Np¯n C^p¶p bq_p NjpNp¶p .Hiviviv Fs´m^p NmjvI B kn^nª Np*n FWn¡v AenfpOw B]n C^n¡p¶p . FWn¡v Fsâ hN` Wn]{´\§apw kn«p tbm]n^p¶p . Mm³ ssgf]psX bqän Wn¶pw Np® k`n¨q^n AkapsX NpSn]n Np¯n¡]än Wà fp_p¡w ,Nps_ NqsX Sp¸Â tS¨p bNpSn Np® SÅn AN¯m¡n .

D½ Ft¸mapw AsS sbmhngWn Ss¶ C^n¡p¶p Fsâ Np® fmN-vhnfw AN¯p N]än ssgf S¯s] Mm³ AXn¨p .

Biviivi lÐw bp_¯pk^mSn^n¡m³ ssgf Sm¯ H^p ssN sNm*v km] sbm¯n]n^n¡p¶p . Mm³ D½]psX Np*n tWm¡n sNm*v ssgf Sm¯]psX NqSn]n`v tkP¯n AXn¨p . D½]psX NqSn]n`v N]äpNsW¶p knIm^n¨p Mm³ Fsâ h^z làn]pw FXp¯p b_¶Xn¨p , FWn¡v AVnNtW^w bnXn¨p Wn¡mWm]nà ssgf Sm¯]psX NqSn¡pÅn Fsâ Np® bm Ip^¯n . Nps_ tW^w A§sW Wn¶v bns¶ Np® Du^n FXp¯p NqSn]n`v Wn¶pw Fsâ Np®¸m`v H`n¨n_§n . ssgf Sm¯ Fs¶ sN«nbnXn¨p D½k¨p

WÃ hpOw B]n Wo sNmÅmw …

Sm¯ Mm³ CWn F§sW tbmNpw AkÀ tbmNm*v sW {ZÊv Ct«m Mm³ At§m«v sIÃmw Mm³ Ft´`pw NÅw b_]mw As¸m Wo CknXp¶p SmsjNXkn tbm]n Npan¨p ko«n sbm]vt¡m .

D½]psX Np*n N*t¸mÄ Np® W¶m]n fpjp¯tÃm ?

BUyfm]n«m D½s] bän Mm³ A§sW In´n¡p¶Sv

AsSm¶pw Npj¸w CÃXm Wo Wmsa ko«nt`Nv km Mm³ OUoK]psX Nps_ Nm^y§Ä b_ªp S^mw As¸m Wnsâ Cu kngfw fm_pw , ASv b_ªp FWn¡v H^p D½]pw S¶v AkÀ C¸p_w kjn ko*pw NXkn tbm]n , Mm³ {ZÊv FÃmw FXp¯n«v AknsX Ss¶]n^p¶p , Wà go\w D*v .

ssgtf Wo Sp\n CknsX C«n«p Ft§m«p tbm]Sm ? Cu bmkmX fm{Sw C«p ?

Mm³ H¶v skan¡n^n¡m³ tbm]SmXo Wn§Ä Ft¸m k¶p ?

Np_¨ptW^w B]n , WnimhnsW N*m^pt¶m ?

Ak³ Mm³ A`¡p¶Sv N*p Smjs¯ NXkn Npan¡m³ tbm]n

Mm³ A¸ta D½t]mXv b_ªntà sI¡³ Cs¸m Smjs¯ NXkn BNpw F¶v , _w` Nq«nt¨À¯p

ssgf Sm¯ H¶v fqansNm*v Npan¡mWm]n skůn C_§n …

Mm³ tWs^ Smjs¯ NXkn tbm]n Npan¨p AkÀ k^pw fpt¶ ko«n F¯n Xnkn N*n^p¶p .go\w Nm^\w Gjp f\nt¡ N¼nNp«³.sWäv