ഞാൻ റമീസ 6 [Lijina] 815

N¼nNp«³.sWäv C§av ^*pw NqXn H¨]n«p Nan¡p¶Spw Hs¡ hin¨ F{S Nm`w M§Ä¡v Wn`v¡mWv Njn]pw.CsSms¡ tN«t¸m D½ H¶v S\p¯p. Fsâ AXpt¯Nv k¶n^p¶p, F¶n«p b_ªp FWn¡_n]mw C {bm]¯n C§sW kn«p Wn`vNpt¼m DÅ dp²nfp«v. MmWpw CSptbms` Hs¡ sI]vSn«p*v. bs£ Wn§Ä H¶mt`mIn¨p tWm¡v, FWn¡v bN^w D¸]m\v k¶sS¦nt`m? . D¸]m\v k¶sS¦n C¶v ^*ntâw bq_p sbmantªsW Mm³ fWÊn knIm^n¨p. ASpsNm*v H¶v {l²n¨mfSn. D½ CSptbms` Bt\m sI]vSSv AtSm B\p§apfm]n«mt\m? tk*mt«m sKhn Asâ tImUyw FWn¡v fWÊn`mNp¶p*v. ASnt¸m SSvNm`w Wn§a_n]*. D½ SXn S¸n. At¸m FWn¡v fWÊn`m]n, B\p§apfm]n«m\v F¶v. D½ H^p cv–t`m  b_ªp tbm]Sv D½]vNv Ss¶ Sn^n¨Xn¨p. CWn F´m]m`pw kmSns`m¶p Np«n]nt«man , C b^pbmXnNv WnNpt¼m F¶pw b_ªp H^p NÅm In^nt]msX D½ tbm]n. bXt¨msW f`tbms` k¶Sv fªptbms` tbm]n. Asæn`pw PÄcv  eÀ¯m¡·m^pÅ fn¡ ko«n`pfpÅ b^pbmXn Ss¶]m\v C s`hvdn]³. H^p N\¡nWv CsS¦n`pw DÅSv sNm*m\v bp_sf BapNsa N]än b\ns]Xp¸n¡m¯Sp . M§apsX bqs_ms¡ kän . CWn Ct¸m fqZnÃ. KnhvW b_ªp C¯ FWn¡v Wà bqSn]p*v Np® N]äm³. Fs´¦n`pw fmÀPfpt*m? AtSm C¡ k^p¶ ks^ Nm¯n^nt¡*n k^ptfm? Wos]´m sbs® C b_]p¶Sv? AkninSw sI¿m³ fq¯¨ntWmXv Aen{bm]w tImUn¡p¶ Bsa Mm³ ASyfm]n« Nm\p¶Sv . FWn¡{S knlzmhfm\v C¯m¯msW. D¸msâ NT]pw, D¸ D½s] Nan¡p¶Spw N*t¸m FWn¡v Ct¸m Sos^ bnXn¨p Wn¡m³ bäpw F¶v tSm¶p¶nÃ. CWn C¡ k¶n«pw Nm^yfnÃ. Fsâ C NXn So^nÃ. Mm³ F´m sI¿m C¯, FWns¡m^p DbtUlw sS^n. Mm³ F´m b_]m sKhn, W½Ä ^*ptb^pw AÃmsS tks_m^mapw A_n]nsænÂ, WfpNv sI_n] Nan Nsams¡ Nan¡mw . bs£ H^pNm`¯pw CsSm¶pw H^p Np«n]pw A_n]^pSv. Cà C¯m H^n¡`pw b_]p`. B^pw A_n]msS Mm³ tWm¡nt¡mamw. WfpNv sl^n¡pw H¶v Nan¨p hpOn¡mw. D¸ F¦n D¸. Asæn A_n]p¶ tks_ H^mÄ. C¯ F´v b_ªm`pw Mm³ s_Zn. B WfpNv Bt`mIn¡mw, Ct¸m SSvNm`w Fsâ tfmav tbm]n {cgv B]n b\nNsams¡ H¶v tWm¡v. ASpw b_ªp Mm³ Fsâ fmN-vhn Du_n AXn]n H^p {dm FXp¯n«v. gZn At¸mjpw C«nÃ. KnhvW ASpN*p In^n¨p sNm*v AkapsX _qfnt`¡v tbm]n. ^m{Sn AkWm]n. C¡ knan¨p, Mm³ D¸msâ _qfns`¯n tcms\Xp¯p hwhm^n¨psNm*n^n¡pN]m\v. D½]pw KnhvW]pw AXp¡a]n`pw. D¸ N«n`n NnX¶p Ft´m km]n¡pN]m\v. Ft´m fmhnN]ms\¶p FWn¡v fWÊn`m]n. C¡ Bs\¦n AknsX N¼nNp«³.sWäv