എന്റെ ലൈംഗിക ജീവിതം [Rahul] 96

b¯mw ¢mÊns` bYn¯t¯msXm¸w Fsâ KnÚmh]pw NqXn k¶p. ssN]n bnXn¡p¶ NTNÄ Hs¡ Nq«pNm^v b_]pt¼mapw, bm`v ks¶¶p b_]pt¼mapw CSv F§sW B\v k^pt¶ F¶v FWn¡v CWn]pw fWÊn B]nÃ. KWn¨p kojpt¼mta ssN]n Xms»äpw sfmssd`pw HsN Nn«p¶ bp¯³ Npªp§ÄNv knlzhn¡m³ {b]mhw D*mkpw. Mm³ N¼yq«À Nm\ps¶ Ss¶ 8 ¢mÊn B\v. ASpw {bn³hv sP]nw bns¶ kn³tZmhv tZmhv. A§sW ssN]n bnXn¡ps¶ F§sW F¶v bYn¡msS Mm³ bUw ¢mÊnsâ kmÀgnN b^o£ AkVn]nt`Nv {btkln¨p. bm`v k^p¯m³ tk*n Np`¨ Np® ssN]n FXp¯p b`t¸mjpw fp¡n tWm¡pfm^p¶p At¸msams¡ NWw sk¨ Np®]n`v Uzm^¯n`qsX, ^*näp fq{Sw k¶m`m]n. CWn ASmt\m Cu sI¡³fm^v b_]p¶ bm`v F¶v ks^ Mm³ hwl]n¨p. bs£ ASmknà Fs¶m^p tSm¶Â DÅnsâ DÅn D*m^p¶p.

A§sW AkVn SpX§n. bSnkv bYn¯¯nWp CX]vNv H^p Nm^\kpw CÃmsS Np® NWw sk¨v. AksW PuWn¡msS bYn¡mWpw bäp¶nÃ. bns¶ bSns] Wn¡_nsâ hnbv Sp_¶p WoafpÅ gnÀ«nsâ f_kn Np®s] bSnkv tbms` sM¡n bnXn¨p bYn¯w SpXÀ¶p. Ft¸mtam A_n]msS H^p tSm¶Â, Np®]psX bp_s¯ sSm`n H¶v bp_tNm«v fmän tWm¡n]mt`m? b`t¸mapw A§sW sI¿pt¼mÄ H^p hpOw Nn«n]Sv D*v. bSns] SÅ kn^`nWpw Iq*p kn^`nWpw CX]vNv bnXn¨ sSm`n bSns] bp_tNm«v Wo¡n tWm¡n. Wà ^hw tSm¶n, bYn¯w fmän sk¨v Np® Ptkg\w Sp*§n. Ft¸mapw K´p hiKfm] H^p tSm¶`n sSm`n fpt¶m«pw bnt¶m«pw bSns] Wo¡n tWm¡n. ASv ks^ tSm¶msS H^p Gä¡p_¨n`pÅ hpOw tSm¶n SpX§n. Np_¨ NqsX fÀ±w sNmXp¯p C¨n^n tkP¯n A§sW D^¡m³ SpX§n. H^p ^*p fnWpän f`Uzm^¯nsâ A^nNn Wn¶pw fpNan¡v H^p sNmÅn]m³ fn¶p¶ tbms` DÅ H^p hpOw tSm¶n. A_n]msS tkPw NqXn]Spw ^t*m fqt¶m SpÅn skÅw bp_t¯¡v k¶Spw H^pfn¨m^p¶p. F´m hwekn¡ps¶ F¶v fWÊn`m]ntÃ`pw hpOw WnÀ¯*m¶v sk¨v ssN]psX tkPw Np_¨nÃ. skÅw tbm]Spw sb«¶v tkUW SpX§n Mm³ bSns]kn^ {bt]mPw WnÀ¯n. Ft´m H^p £o\kpw AWpeks¸«p. A¶s¯ bYn¯w fmän sk¨v hpOfpÅ H^p D_¡¯nt`¡p kjpSn ko\p.

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