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‘ CSv hqhs¶sX Be^\fm …Wo B^pf_n]msS sXu\n`v sNm*v tbm]n b\]w sk¡v .. “”

‘ hms_ ..CSv ..CsS§sW FXp¡pw bns¶ ..””

‘ bm`v kn¡pt¼m FXp¡mw …Wo sNm*v sI¶p ssbh H¸n¡mWv tWm¡v “”

H¶pw b_]msS Be^\§av B]n WX¶N`p¶ fins] fmSyp tWm¡nWn¶p .

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Ai`xfn_rf .I`w U`fifn_.

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A`N-vhm{µ]ns` knÃ]n`v Wn¶n_§n Nm_n`v N]_n VrSn bnXn¡pkm]n^p¶p tKmKn .

“” Wo k^p¶pt*m hvs_Ãm ?’

‘ sU F¯n tKmKn …. H^p§t* ..ASv NjnªknsX tbm]n H¶v NqXn H^ps§¶p b_ªp diaw sk¨m`v D*tÃm ..””

A©p k]hpÅ tfmsW]pw Nq«n hvs_à C_§n k¶p .A©^]Xn sbm¡fpÅ hvs_à SqskÅ sPu\v B]n^p¶p C«n^p¶Sv … fp«nWp tfs` fm{Sw C_¡fpÅ dmavsPu\v B]n^p¶p Akav C«n^p¶Sv . bp_Npkl¯v A`vbw C_¡fps*¦n`pw fp¶n`v SpX]psX SpX¡w ks^ fm{Sw .. ^*p N¿n`pw AsS Sp\n]psX bm^v«n s¥uhpw , Njp¯n`v SqskÅ fp¯pNav bnXn¸n¨ H^p fm`]pw. AkapsX l^o^¯nWv bmNfm] ^oSn]n`m]n^p¶p sPu\v F¶SnWm`v CXp¸v ks^ C_pNn bnXn¨m\v NnX¶n^p¶Sv .. fpjp¯ fp`NapsX SpX¡w Njp¯n_¡w NqXpS`v DÅ sPu\n`v Nm\mw .. Akav Nm`p sbm¡n ANt¯¡v N]_n]t¸mav AkapsX N_p¯ tNm«Wv sWäv bmân N* tKmKn Aksa kj¡v b_ªp

“” skÅ CÃ]n^pt¶mXn AXn]n`nXmWv ..””

“” Hm ..Sn^¡nWnsX ASv N*nà … tKmKn¡v e]¦^ VrSn]tà ?’

“” {dm F¦n`pw skÅ]mt\m ?’

“” MmWn«nà … C¶mas¯ bm^v«n¡v C«n«p ASm tKm^vKn N^ªp Nm`pbnXn¨p sNm*v tbm]n . ..sU … tfmsWG`v¸n¡t\”” hvs_Ã]Sv b_ªt¸mav tKmKn CXs¯ sshZn`v HSp¡n ,b¸n BWvZv t¥m_n tZ sN]^v shâ_n`v hvs_Ãs] C_¡pt¼mav tKmKn knan¨p b_ªp

“” kmINfXn¨p Wn`v¡tà … Ht¶Nm`v f\n¡q^v NqXn ss{Zkv sI¿\w .””

C^pb¯nWm`v f\n¡q^v {bk^v¯n¡p¶ ØmbWw B\Sv .. hvs_Ã]pw tks_ ^*p Nq«pNm^nNapw NqsX WX¯p¶p .. ssWäv Zyq«n]pw fäpw sI¿p¶k^v¡v N¼nNp«³.sWäv