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N¼nNp«³.sWäv ..dn¨v….””

AkapsX fpÃfpøqsfm«p tbms`]pÅ bÃn`v A]mav Np® fNpXw D^¨p …. hvs_à ko*pw km]v sbman¨t¸mav fmNv bnt¶m«v Wo§n]n«v , AkapsX fp`¨m`n`v NqXn Np® D^¨p Smsj¡n_¡n]t¸mav hvs_à hndv sfsà Smtj¡v Du^mWv SpX§n …

“” _on’ t mov` ]lt^k”” fmNv AkapsX ssN S«n fmän , AkapsX hndnWn^pklkpw bnXn¨p ^*m]n k`n¨p No_n ..

“”wkft ls …”” hvs_Ãm fpjpfn¸n¡p¶SnWv fpt¶ A]mav AkapsX Nknan`v Bªp SÃn ..t_mhv Na_pÅ AkapsX Nknav¯X¯n`v H^p Wnfngw sNm*v A]mapsX ssN¸¯n]psX bmXv bSnªp Sn\n^v¯p NnX¶p . A]mav AkapsX k]_nt`¡v C^p¶n«v ^*p ssN sNm*pw fp`Nav sM¡n bo¨n …AkapsX SpXp¯ fp`Nav tIm^k^v\fm]n …

“” Aiviv ..tW^v¯ sM^¡w hs_Ã]n`v Wn¶p bp_t¯¡v ko\p .. Ssâ Wnlzmhw tbm`pw A]mav¡v i^fmNpsf¶p Akav¡v fWhn`m]n . A]msam^p hmZnhv_v Bs\¶v ASnWNw Ss¶ hvs_áv fWhn`m]n Njnªn^p¶p …A§sW]pÅks^ C\]psX sI_n] FSnÀs¸m Wnlzmhtfm FÃmw Ss¶ i^w bnXn¸n¡psf¶p AkÄ km]n¨pw tN«pf_nªn«p*v. A]msa SÅn fmän C_§n tbm]mt`m F¶kÄ Bt`mIn¨p. Ss¶ hfobn¡p¶SnWp fp³tb H¸n« B tb¸_pNant`¡v tWm¡n] sÌà A]mÄ¡v Nosj AXnfs] tbms` NnX¶p…. B N_p¯p Wo*p fpjp¯ Np® N*t¸mtj bq_p WWªSm\v. sfsà BhzUn¨p ASv Sn¶p ASnsW DÅnt`¡v FXp¡\sf¶v N^pSn]Sm\v. A]mapsX AXp¯ Wo¡§Ä F´mkpsf¶_n]sS sÌà fm¡n³s_ fpOt¯¡v tWm¡n… A]mapsX BhWw H¶pw W¡m³ b_]mSn^p¶m fSn]m^p¶p F¶kÄ HmÀ¯p…. bSns] b^hvb^w BhzUn¨p B]n^pt¶Â ..b*v H^p hm]n¸nsâ AtS tbms` sI]vSSm\v. .Cãfp*m]n«Ã… Ssâ sl^n¡pw Sn¶p S¶t¸mÄ AtS Btkl¯n SmWpw Sn^n¨p sI]vSp..

“”Aivivhv…’ fmNv fp`sM«n NXn¨p knan¨t¸mÄ sÌà hz^w bp_t¯¡v k^mSn^n¡m³ Nn\ªp b^n{lfn¨p. AkapsX N®n Wn¶pw skÅw Smsjs¡mjpNn.. fp`]n A]mapsX bÃpNÄ Bj¶t¸mÄ AkÄ¡v hin¡m³ B]nà ..skap¯ hvtbm©v tbms`]pÅ fp`]n`v A]mapsX bÃpNav Bjv¶t¸mav hvs_à N^ªpsNm*]msa tWm¡n .. N_p¯ ssN sNm*]mav fp`]n`v sM¡n¸njnªp ..fp`]n`v tft`¡v k`n¨p sNm*]mav AkapsX fp`¡®n`v NXn¨p b_n¨p …

“”At½…. B. “”

hvs_à A`_n N^sª¦n`pw ssN¯* NXn¨p sb«¶v Ss¶ lÐw Wn]{´n¨p … B hf]w fmNnsWm^p tNmav k¶p , A]mav tcms\Xp¯p `mänWnt`m ftäm hwhm^n¨p sNm*v H^p ssN sNm*v AkapsX sPu\v N¼nNp«³.sWäv