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N¼nNp«³.sWäv KmWNn …fWpgysâ sSm`n ]p^n¨pNaªp ..
“” Wo tbmNsÃXm fin ..Cs¸m k^mw “” ..fmSyp ANt¯¡v WX¶p .
fmSyp tWs^ sI¶v dmSv_qfn`v N]_n fq{Ssfmjn¨p N¼Ww Na]mWv tWm¡n … W¶m]n N¼n]m]Sv Nm^\w fq{Sw tbmNmsWm^p dp²nfp«v … Aà … AksW]pw b_]mWv bänà . 15 k]hv Njnªt¸mav B^vfn]n`v tI^v¶Sm\v.A½s¡m^p Nq«nWp tk*n ,C^pb¯n^*mw k]hn`v Ss¶ knkmikpw NjnªSm\v . k^vg¯n`v Nn«p¶ `oknWv hqh¶]psX l^o^lmh{Sw sl^ns¡m¶p fWhn`m¡mWv tbm`pw bän]nsæn`pw fq¶p AkNmlnNav D*m]n . C^pb¯n]©p k^vgw thkWw … ASnWnX]n`v fq¶p bntÅ^v Ak^psX bYn¸v … _n«]^v B]n k¶t¸mtj¡pw hqh¶ AklS ]m]n^p¶p .. At¸mtj¡pw fq¯ fNsâ knkmikpw ^*mf¯kapsX]pw Njnªp ..bns¶ Ca]kav ..Ca]kapsX N`ym\w NqXmWv Wn`v¡msS hqh¶ tbm]n^p¶p … Wmffm{Sfm] dÔ§av …
fq{Stfmjn¨n«v S\p¯ skaa ¯n`v NjpNn]n«pw Np® Smjp¶nà … Nps_ Wmam]n hz]wtemPw sI]vSn«pw . b*pw A§sWs]m^p lo`fnà . tNk`sfm^p sb®nsâ SpX N*t¸mav C§sW Bs\¦n`v AkWpÅ B{Piw F{S fm{Sfm]n^n¡psf¶v fmSyp In´n¨p .. fin¡v tbmtN*SnWm`v A]mam AkØ]n`v Ss¶ fp¶nt`¡v sI¶p
‘CSmXm fin … fqkm]n^w D*v ..CWn AtÃ`v dm¦n`v tbm\w … H^p kjn¡v tbmNpktà ?’
“”ASymklyw ssbh Fsâ N¿n`p*v hmt_ ..F¶m`pfn^n¡s«.. Bklyw k¶ntà Sn^n¨p St¶¡mwfin
C_§n]n«v k^m´]n`v Du^n]n« sI^n¸nXp¶SnWnX]n`v In^n¨p sNm*pb_ªp
‘ hmt_ ..sIss¶¡v tbm^p¶pt*m … AknsX tNmX¼m¡w Fs¶m^p Ø`fp*v … hm_nsâ]o bWn¡v AknsX InNn`vh]ps*¶ b_ªp tNs« ..””
“” tbmt¡m\w Wo k¶p ks¶¶m b_]msf¶pw Bt]m … ‘ fmSyp Sfml¡v Aksâ Ipf`n`v AXn¨p .
¸Wpw fNWpsf¶ tbms`t]m Asæn`v AXp¯ hpir¯p¡sa¶ tbms`t]m B\v Ak^v .. bs£ fin Aksâ Up^nS§sam¶pw A]mapsX AXp¯v AVnNw b_ªn«nà ..AenfmWn]m]SnWm`v H¶pfà … fäpÅk^psX ht´mgw W½am]n«p tNXp¯* F¶m\p Aksâ In´
fäpÅk^v¡v Wq_pNq«w {blvW§av D*mkpw ASnWnX]n`v W½psX Nm^y§av NqXn AkS^n¸n¡mtWm Ak^psX Aen{bm]w tNav¡mtWm AkWp fWhnÃ…
‘ AÃ ..k^pt¶`v km .. W½av ^*mapw Bt\`v B^pf_nt]`…’ fin bns¶]pw fmSypknsW km^n
²^n¨ Np® B In´Nav k^pt¼mav NnX¶p N]_p tbm«n¡p¶SÃmtS Smjp¶nà .

‘ AÃmsS KmWNn]psX bp_sN tbm]n sb^ptUmgtfm¶pw tNav¸n¡* tNt«m hmt_ …””
tbmXm H¶v …MmsW¶m bqlmWv fp«n Wn¡pkmt\m N¼nNp«³.sWäv