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N¼nNp«³.sWäv tlgw tI¨n IpwdWw WnÀ¯n,tI¨n]psX km]nt` lzmhw Fsâ Ip*ns`¡v kn«p sNm*n^p¶p. At¶^w Mm³ km] Sp_¶p tI¨n]psX Ip*pNÄ WmkpsNm*v kr¯n]m¡n. At¸mtams¡ B km]]nt` lzmhw Fsâ km]nt`¡v HjpNn. tI¨n]psX N®pNan Ft´m b_]m³ DÅSv tbms` tSm¶n At¸mÄ FWn¡v, sb«¶p Aѳ Nth^]n Wn¶p F\o¡p¶ lÐw tN«p M§Ä C^pk^pw tkP¯n tkÀsb«p. AÂb hf]w Njnªt¸mÄ tI¨n F\oäp tbm-]n.
fpjpkn¸n¡m³ bäm¯ Wn^ml B]n^p¶p FWn¡v. Np®]psX tfs` bm`v Saw tN«n Wn¶p. A¶v ^m{Sn]n D_§m³ H^pbmXv sskNn Mm³. AtSm*v A½ k¶v knan¡pt¼mÄ B\v N®v Sp_¶Sp.Mm³ tkPw F\oäp bÃv tS¸pw Npan]pw Njnªp, e£\w Njn¡m³ tfl¡v A^nNn F¯n. At¶^w AÑWpw AWn]Wpw e£\w Njn¨p ssN NjpNm]n^p¶p. Mm³ e£\w Njn¡m³ SpX§n, Np_¨p tW^w Njnªt¸mÄ H^p NmÀ k¶v Wn¡p¶ lÐw tN«p. Mm³ AsSm¶pw {l²n¡msS Njn¡p¶Sn fpjpN]m]n^p¶p. A¨Wpw AWn]Wpw tbmNm³ H^p§n, Cu tka]n koXnsâ ANt¯¡v _n]mhv tI«³ N]_n k^p¶Sv N*p. Mm³ sb«¶p ASnl]n¨p, tI«Wv, Cu koXv F§sW A_n]mw? Mm³ b_ªn«p*mÀ¶nÃtÃm !F¶p fWÊn knIm^n¨p.Aѳ Bsa A_n]msS Npj§n, At¸mÄ A½ _n]mhnsW b^nI]sbXp¯n. _n]mhv B]n^p¶p tNmtaKn AZvfng³ hf]¯p him]n¨sS¶p A½ b_ªp AÑtWmXv . At¶^w Mm³ fWÊn “”DÆm DÆm “”A½s] him]n¨p F¶p b_, FWns¡m^p him]kpw Nn«n]nÃtÃm F¶v b_ªp. At¶^w Aѳ B tI«tWmXv, FWn¡v tbXnB]n^p¶p Cksa tNmtaKn knXpt¼mÄ, b¯mw¢mÊv– bmÊv Bkm¯ fpS`m\v, kà f*¯^w Nm\nt¡m¶p tbXn]p*m]n^p¶p. At¸mÄ tI«³ ASnsWms¡ Asà A¦nÄ, Fs¶ tbms` DÅkÀ, CSptbms` DÅks^ si`vbv sI¿m³. B sl^n]m, Fs¶ tbms` DÅkÀ¡v H¶pw sI¿m³ bämsS k^pt¼mÄ, Wns¶ tbms` DÅkÀ tk\w si`vbv sI¿m³. SoÀ¨]m]pw A¦nÄ,Mm³ D*mkpw F¶v tI«³ b_ªp . Wn§sa tbms` DÅk^psX fWÊn W· D*m]mt` WmXv W¶mkq, F¶v– Aѳ Sn^n¨p f_pbXn b_-ªp.

B hf]w A½ SpX§n ^m{ão]w F¶v b_ªp . Aѳ ASnWp In^n¡p¶p, F¶n«p tI«tWmXv, FWn¡v h-vNqan tbmNm³ VrSn D*v, M§Ä C_§s« F¶v b_]p¶p .ASpw b_ªp C_§p¶ tka]nÂ, Wn§ap H^pfn¨mt\m tbmNp¶Sv, F¶p Fs¶ Iq*n tImUn¨p Aѳ . ASnWp tI«³ AsS F¶p f_pbXn b_ªp. F¶m sl^n F¶p b_ªp Aѳ C_§n, NqsX AWn]Wpw. At¶^w A½ Wo Njn¨n«mt\m k¶tS¶p tImUn¨p. ASnWp tI«³ CknsX F´m C¶v t{d¡v– cmÌv N¼nNp«³.sWäv