എന്റെ അനുഭവങ്ങൾ പാളിച്ചകൾ 975

N¼nNp«³.sWäv sk¨n«p*v. hq£n¨p tWm¡pt¼mÄ tI«sâ Nm`p SpX]nXp¡n I`n¡p¶Sv Nm\mw. A½]psX N®v bmSn AXªp sNm*n^p¶p. A½]psX fq¡v D]À¶p sbm§n lzmhw Wn`¨ tbm-s`.
sbs«¶v A½ km] Sp_¶p Wmkp skan]n C« tbms` B]n.A½]psX I´n Nth^]n Wn¶p D]À¶p sNm*n^p¶p. Cu hf]¯p skan]n S¦f\n tI¨n emWp F¶p D_s¡ knan¨p. sb«¶v A½]n Wn¶p Bmmmm iviivi Fs¶m^p lÐw k^pN]pw sI]vSp. Cu hf]w km] sfm¯w Sp_¶p B lЯnÂ. sb«¶p Ø`Nm` tdmVw kos*Xp¯p A½. At¸mta¡pw tI¨n ko*pw emWp F¶p knan¨p, At¸mÄ A½ Um k^p¶p F¶p b_ªp Nth^]n Wn¶p F\oäp HmXn tbm]n. tI«³ F\oäp ssN NjpNn. M§Ä ^*mapw _n]mhv tI«Wpw MmWpw koXnWp bp_t¯¡p tNmtaKnt`¡v B]n C_§n. Cu hf]w tI¨n]pw A½]pw kÀ¯mWw b_]m]n^p¶p. tI«sW N*t¸mÄ tI¨n CSm^ms\¶v tImUn¨p. At¶^w A½ {bknsX H¸w tNmtaKn bYn¡p¶ Np«n]m F¶p b_ªp. ASv sN«p tI¨n C{S]pw k`n] sI¡tWm? tSmäp tSmäp bYn¡mkqt`? At¶^w tI«³ Nm_n tN_m³ tWm¡pt¼mÄ AtÃ`pw k`y ko«ns` bntÅÀ tSmäp bYn¨m`pw tKm`n Hs¡ Nn«pw F¶p NqXn b_]p¶p tI¨n .
Cu tka]n A½ tI¨n Nm\msS sbm]vt¡mam³ ssNsNm*v AX]maw Nm\n¡p¶p. M§Ä Nm_n N]_n tbmNp¶p… ko*pw tNmtaKv Unkh§Ä NX¶p tbm]n sNm*n^p¶p. hzbvW]nÃm¯ Unkh§Ä FWn¡v tNmtaKn Bt`mIn¡m³ tbm`pw bämsS B]n.fWhv hpir¯n Wn¶p NmfpNn F¶ NmjvIbmXnt`¡v fm_n]n^p¶p. _n]mhv tI«Wv Mm³ {b\]¯n sb«p F¶p fWhn`m]n._n]mhv tI«³ ASnsW bän Ft¶mXv tImUn¨p. At¶^w Mm³ Fsâ fWhv Sp_¶p b_ªp tI«tWmXv. fm{Sfà A½ CsSm¶pw A_n]^psS¶p tI«tWmXv b_ªp. tI«³ Hmt¡ F¶p b_ªp. bns¶ M§sX Cãw _n] Bs\¦n NqsX D*mkmsf¶p km¡v S¶p. Mm³ sl^n F¶p S`]m«n. Nm^yw _n]mhv tI«³ A½s] ka¡p¶pt*`pw tI«sW FWn¡v Cãm]n^p¶p. H^p sN]_nRv tI«Wv Fsâ tf D*m]n^p-¶p.
A§sW hzbvW fWÊn k¶t¸mÄ fpS Mm³ S¦f\n tI¨ns] Hjnkm¡m³ SpX§n.F¶m`pw tI¨n¡v ASp tSm¶m¯ ^oSn]n ASp AZvKÌv B¡n Hjnªp fm_n Mm³. C^pks^]pw k©n¡m³ bäm¯ H^p AkØ]m]n^p¶p FWn¡v. CSnWnX]n tNmtaKn C`£Wv k¶p. _n]mhv tI«³ {boZn{Pn cÌv dm¨nsâ tWmfnWo Fs¶ B¡n. A§sW MmWpw ^m{ão] IpkXp tk¸n N]_n Wn¶p.F¶m tI«³ Fs¶ tWmfnWn BNn]Sn In`À¡v tUgyw D*m]n^p¶p Ft¶mXv. b`^pw Hanªpw sSanªpw A½s]]pw tI«sW]pw Np_n¨v AbkmUw b_ªn^p¶p. N¼nNp«³.sWäv