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^mkns` C¡m¡v _qfnt`¡v N«³ Im] sNmXp¡m³ tbm]t¸mjm Acvh k¶ knk^w HsN b_ªSv. Bt\m? AksWtbm k¶p? F´m sbs«¶v ? C¡ ¡p H^pbmXv tImSyw D*m]n^p¶p. F´m C tImUy¯nsâ Hs¡ Dt±lw Fs¶Wn¡p fWÊn`m]n. CWn Ct¸m KnhvWs] Nn«nÃtÃm F¶m]n^p¶p. Mm³ tImUn¨p, F§sW s*Wpw C¡ C¶s`? tim HXp¡s¯ hpOw Ss¶ sbms¶. H¶pw {bSo£n¡msS Nn«n]t¸m H^p Zºv hpOw. Wo Bav AXnsbman Bs\¶v C¶s` sl^n¡pw fWÊn`m¡n. bs£ C¶v fpS CWn Aksa Nn«nÃtÃm s`, AsN H^p AXn Nn«n] AkØ. C¡ H¶v sWXpkoÀ¸n«p. C¡ kngfn¡* Hmasæn Hmsa D½msW Mm³ s_Zn B¡n S^ntÃ. tbm^m¯SnWv Mm³ CtÃ? AkapsX t_mapw Mm³ Ss¶ sI]vStbms^. sfSn]Xn Fsâ I^s¡ , C¡ Fsâ Np*n bnXn¨p sM¡n.

^mkns` Im] NpXn¡m³ C^p¶p. FÃm^pw D*v . C¡]pw Acvh`pw D½]pw D¸]pw. MmWpw KnhvW]pw, FÃmw FXp¯p sNmXp¯p sshZv  D*v. At¸m D½ b_ªp, FWns¡m¶p Dw_ Np tbmN\sf¶p*v , sh_oW (D½]psX AWn]¯n) , hco_ ]pw (D½msâ GX¯n) tbmNp¶p*v. Aks^ NqsX MmWpw tbmNmw F¶v knIm^n¡p¶p. bs£ D¸ k^p¶nà F¶m\v b_]p¶Sp. ASpsNm*v D¸s] CknsX WnÀ¯n Mm³ tbm]n k^s«. F´m Wn§apsX Aen{bm]w . Mm³ D¸]psX fpOt¯¡v tWm¡n, D¸]vNv Ft´m Nů^w Ds*¶p tSm¶n. Mm³ H^p N¼n¨n^n bmÊm¡n. D½ tbm]n«v sk^n W½Ä¡v {blvWw Cà . D¸msW _foh tWm¡nt¡mapw, C¡]psX B\v f_pbXn. AsS D½ M§Ä D¸]psX FÃm Nm^y§Dw tWm¡n sNm*v, KnhvW C¡]psX f_pbXn tIÀ¯v sk¨p . ASns`m^p ZdnÄ foWnRv D*v F¶p KnhvW]psX Ip*p NXn N*t¸m F¶n¡p D_¸m]n. bXt¨msW D½ Dw_ Njnªp k^ps¼mt¯¡pw C kosXm^p bq^ b_¼mNptfm? Fsâ DÅn NXn]psX bq¯n^n N¯n. D¸ Np®Wpw , f¡Ä Np®·m^pw tIÀ¶v ^*p bq_p sbman¨p N¿n S^ptfm?…..Mm³ sWXpkoÀ¸n«p.

A§sW ASns`m^p So^pfmWfm]n. Np_¨ Unkhw Fs¶ C¡ fm{Sw Nan¨p. KnhvW]pw Acvh`pw Aks^ ko«n`m\v. CknsX D¸]pw D½]pw MmWpw C¡]pw fm{Sw. f¡av Fsâ ko«n Wn¡m³ tbm]n. A§sW C^n¡pt¼m D½]psX OpÀB³ ¢mÊnsâ Unkhw F¯n. A¶v ^mkns` fpS sskNn«v ks^ D*v. D¸ b_ªp Mm³ tbmNp¶nà h`mw , FWn¡v A{S]pw tW^w C^n¡m³ Njn]nÃ. Wo H¶v D½msâ NqsX C^n¡v. FWns¡m¶p sl^n¡p F® tS¨p Npan¡\w. F¶nXv Fs¶ H¶v tWm¡n. Mm³ H^p sI_pbp©n^n sNmXp¯p Wmkv H¶v WW¨p sNmXp¯p. D¸ B^pw Nm\msS bSps¡ Np® H¶v N¿n AfÀ¯n. ASm WÃSp M§Ä tbm]n k^mw, N¼nNp«³.sWäv