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N¼nNp«³.sWäv AkÄ F§mWpw CkapsX Nq«pNqXn kjnsSäntbm]mt`m? AsSWn¡v Bt`mIn¡m³ tbm`pw k¿.
km^m´y¯n hvTnÀfm]n 2 sbPv AXn¡p¶ hzemkw FWn¡p*v, ASv KoW¡v A_n]p¶Spfm\v, MmWpw Bl]pw H«pw b^nI]fnÃm¯ks^ tbms` AenW]n¨p. {cnZvKn S\p¯ ssk³ D*m]n^p¶p, H^p HubIm^nNS tbms` Mm³ sk_psS Blt]mXpw KoWt]mXpw tkt\m F¶p tImUn¨p.

ASnsW´m Kt`tg«m.. M§Ä¡v Npj¸fnÃ…

Akt^mtXm¸w MmWpw B hm]mÓw BhzUn¡m³ So^pfmWn¨p. Mm³ Fsâ hvTn^w {dm³Zv B] knhvNn]pw AkÀ sskWpw. sSm«pNq«m³ Af^mkSn]ns` InÃn In¡Wpw. ATnWnX]n b`Sk\ ¥mhpNÄ Wn_sªmjnªp.
Kt`tg«m, MmsWm¶p tXm]n`än tbm]n k^t« F¶p b_ªv KoW Fjpt¶äv tbm]n, H¸w Mm³ {cnZvKn Wn¶v thmZs]Xp¡mWpw, FWns¡t´m Bls] AenfpoN^n¡m³ H^p fXn. tkt_ H^p Akh^fm]n^ps¶¦n Mm³ Ft¸mtj Aksa Fsâ ssN¸nXn]n B¡nt]sW.
Sn^n¨p k¶t¸mÄ Mm³ N*Sv KoW]psX sskWn Fsâ knhvNn fnNvhv sI¿p¶ Bls]]m\v, MmWpw KoW]pw AXp¯nà F¶ ssV^yfmNmw Aksa ASnWp t{b^n¸n¨Sv. ASnsWm¸w AkÄ hz]w H^p sb¤v Häk`n¡v SoÀ¯p. Mm³ H¶pf_n]m¯ktWtbms` AkapsX AXp¯v k¶n^n¶p H¸w KoW]pw, ASpsNm*pSs¶ FWns¡m¶pw AktamXv tImUn¡m³ bän]nÃ. bnt¶]pw M§apsX ¥mhpNÄ Wn_sªmjnMvWp, KoW]psX km¡pNÄ Npj]m³ SpX§n]t¸mÄ M§Ä e£\w Njn¡m³ C^p¶p. FWn¡v fSn]m]n«p*m]n^p¶nÃ. F¶m`pw AVnNw B{Nm´w Nm\n¡* F¶p N^pSn Mm³ Nt{*mÄ sI]vSp.
MmWpw KoW]pw e£\w FXp¯v k¡m³ AXp¡a]n N]_n]t¸mÄ Bl tXm]v`än sbm]n k^mw F¶v b_ªv tbm]n.
Bl Sn^n¨v k¶t¸mÄ MmWpw tXm]v`än tbmNm³ tk*n AN¯v N]_n NSNX¨t¸mÄ AknsX Du^nfmän]n«n^n¡p¶ bmâohv N*p. ASm^psX F¶v FWn¡v fWÊn`m]nÃ. H^p Btkl¯nsâ bp_¯v AsSXp¯v f\¯v tWm¡n, t]mWns] f_¡p¶ emPw WWªn^n¡p¶p. B^psX]m\v Fs¶Wn¡v fWÊn`m]nÃ.. Bl]psX]mt\m AtSm Fsâ AWn]¯n KoWt]msXSmt\m AsSWn¡v fWssh`m¡³ bän]nÃ. bs£ AsSsâ Np«Wn ASnsâ hzemkw Nm\n¨p. kngw lÀ±n¸n¡mWpÅ B{Piw fWÊns`mSp¡n Mm³ e£\w Njn¡m³ F¯n. H^p knVw FÃm^pw Njns¨¶p k^p¯n FÃm^pw Fjpt¶äp. KoW H^pknVw cnäv B]n^p¶p. Bl cnäv Bt\m AÃt]m Fs¶Wn¡v fWÊn`m]nÃ.. F¶m`pw AkapsX sb^pfmä¯n Wn¶v Akaqw GNtUlw cnäv B]tbms`]m\v FWn¡v tSm¶n]Sv.
AkÀ ^*ptb^pw fp_n]n N]_n NSNX¨t¸mÄ dm¡n]pÅSp Njn¡m³ tk*n Np¸ns]Xp¯ Mm³ sM«nt¸m]n.. N¼nNp«³.sWäv