തനിയാവര്‍ത്തനം 1 [താപസന്‍] 147

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Mm³ k¨p tbm]Sn bNpSn]pw SoÀ¶n^n¡p¶p. Ip½mSà ^*ptb^psX]pw Nm`pNÄ Wn`¯v D_¡mSn^p¶Sv. k^p¶Spk^s« F¶pN^pSn dm¡n DÅSpNqXn Mm³ k`n¨v SoÀ¯p MmWpw NnX¡mWm]n Fsâ fp_n]n N]_n NSNX¨p.
Sn^nªv f_ªv NnX¶n«pw D_¡w k¶nÃ. WÃtbms` Umin¡p¶p, NSNv Sp_¶v skÅw NpXn¨v k¶p ko*pw NnX¶p, Mm³ bSns] D_¡¯nt`¡v kjpSn ko\p.
ARnsW hpN^fm] H^p f]¡¯n Mm³ b*v Bl]pfm]n NmftNanNÄ BXn]Sv Fsâ ftWmfpNp^¯n sSanªv k¶p. BUyf]n«m\v A¶p MmWpw Bl]pw dÔs¸«Sv.. H^p km^m´y¯ns` `i^n¡Xnfs¸« ^m{Sn.. ¥mhpNÄ Wn_sªmjnªpsNm*n^p¶p..BUyfmUy tks_ Nth^]n C^p¶v Njn¨n^p¶ Bl bns¶ bns¶ Fsâ fXn]n`m]n C^p¯w, thmc]n Fsâ fXn]n S`k¨v NnX¶ AkapsX fp`]n Mm³ bSps¡ ssN sNm*fÀ¯n, FSnÀs¸m¶pw Nm\m¯SpsNm*v Mm³ C^p fp`Napw s{ZÊnWp skan]n NqXn M^n¨pX¨p.
A¶p bSnkn`VnNw NpXn¨SpsNm*v Bl ^m{Sn Sn^n¨vtbmNp¶nà F¶v So^pfmWn¨p, At¸mjm\v B {blWw k¶Sv, ^*v _qfpNÄ Ds*¦n`pw Mm³ Hä¡v Smfhn¡p¶SpsNm*v ^*mfs¯ fp_n]n H¶pw D*m]n^p¶nÃ, AkhmWw A¶p ^m{Sn AkÄ Fsâ NqsX Ss¶ NnX¡m³ So^pfmWn¨p.

Np_¨VnNw Njn¨SpsNm*mt\m F¶_n]nà Mm³ f]¡¯nt`¡v kjpSn ko\p.
Kt`tg«m, Kt`tg«m, Bt^m knUq^S]n Wn¶v Fs¶ knan¡p¶tbms` tSm¶n Mm³ Fsâ N®pNÄ k`n¨pSp_¶p. tWm¡n]t¸mÄ Bl Fsâ A^s¡«n C^n¡p¶p. Kt`tg«m, tI«sâ AsSm¶p Fsâ DÅn D^¡mtfm? AkapsX tImUyw tN«v Fsâ sN«n_§nt¸m]n.
Wo F´m tImUnt¨?
Kt`tg«sâ B hmVWw Fsâ DÅn D^¡mtfm F¶v? kn^`psNm*v sI]vSn«v FWn¡v k^p¶nÃ.. H¶p D^¨v Sm ¹ohv.
Mm³ bSns] Fsâ s{ZÊv Du^n fmän Bl]pw bqÀ® Wá]m]n, sdZv _qw `m¼nsâ skan¨¯n AkapsX l^o^w sk«n¯na§n, Fsâ A^s¡«n C^p¶psNm*pSs¶ AkÄ Fsâ Np«sW N¿ns`Xp¯v AkapsX N´pf\n]n D^¨psNm*n^p¶p..MmWpw B hp¯n N®X¨p NnX¶p.. A§nsW Np_¨v hf]w NnX¶n«p*mNpw Fsâ Np«Wn H^p kjpkjp¸Wpeks¸«q. Mm³ N®p Sp_¶v tWmNn]t¸mÄ AkapsX fUWNkmXw Fsâ Np«sW fpjpkWm]pw knjp§n]n^n¡p¶p.
Wo F´m Cu sI]vSSv?
FWn¡v fSn]m]nÃ, ASm, H¶p Fsâ tf¯v NnX¶v sI]vSp S^mtfm F¶v tImUn¨v AkÄ f`À¶v NnX¶p.
Bl]psX fpNan NnX¶v fp¯pw tUi¯psfÃmw sS^p sSs^ D½ k¨p, fp`NÄ ^*pw WÃtbms` bnXn¨v Nl¡n fp`sM«pNÄ km]n`n«v Du¼n k`n¨p. Bl Fsâ bp_w fm´n N¼nNp«³.sWäv