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N¼nNp«³.sWäv sbman¡pN]mt\m AsSm Fs¶ kn^nªv fp_p¡pN]mt\m Fs¶Wn¡v fWÊn`m]nÃ.
Bl]psX l^o^w fpjpk³ Mm³ D½ k¨p\À¯n AkaqsX t^mf WndnZfm] bqÀ SX¯n NXn¨p. B SpX]nXp¡pNan D½ k¨p W¡n tSmÀ¯n] tlgw bqX kNªpfmän C^p Wn_fmÀ¶ B bqÀ Ip*n NXn¨p.B bqÀ Ip*pNsa ssN kn^ sNm*N¯n B bqÀ Im`n Mm³ Fsâ Wm¡p sNm*v W¡n tSmÀ¯n Cäp k^p¶ tS³ N\§Ä W¡n NpXn¨p.ASnWnX]n Han¨n^p¶ B f©mXn¡p^p N´nsW Fsâ Ip*psNm*v sM^n¨pX¨p,.
Kt`tg«m.. Wà tbms` NXn¡v ASpt½.. FWns¡s´mt¡t]m BNp¶p.. Fs¶Ãmw knan¨p b_]m³ SpX§n.
Npt_tW^s¯ t]mWo bmW¯nWptlgw, Mm³ Bls] N«n`nsâ k¡t¯¡v k`n¨p NnX¯n Fjps¶äv Wn¶p. AkapsX Nm`pNÄ ^*pw Asâ Ipf`nt`¡v FXp¯v k¨v B WWªn^n¡p¶ t]mWn]nt`¡v Fsâ bu^pgw Np¯n]n_¡n.
Wà fp_p¡w, Bl H¶p sM^§n] tbms` tSm¶n FWn¡v. AtSm Fsâ tSm¶Â fm{Sfm]n^pt¶m? Mm³ bSns] SÅn SÅn Fsâ bu^pgs¯ fpjpkWm]n Bl]psX bqkn Wn_¨p.
Nm`pNÄ ^*pw AN¯n¸nXn¨v Mm³ SmÞkw SpX§n. Bl Fs´mt¡t]m bp`¼ns¡m*v S`]n«p^p«n.WÃtbms` NpXn¨n^p¶SpsNm*v FWn¡v k^p¶p*m]n^p¶nÃ, Mm³ Bls] NpWn¨v Wn_p¯n bp_Nn`qsX Fsâ bu^pgw B bqkn ko*pw Wn_¨p. AkapsX fpNan Nfjv¶v NnX¶v B fp`¡®pNÄ sW^n¨pX¨p Mm³ Bªmªv b®n. Fsâ AXnk]À NW¡p¶Sv MmW_nªp. lzmhmw Wn`¡p¶ tbms`.. Mm³ WnkÀ¶v Wn¶v AkapsX I´nNÄ kn^n¨p bnXn¨p B t]mWn]n Fsâ Np«³ N]_n]n_§p¶Sv tWm¡n]Xn¨p..
AkapsX bq_n Wn¶p k^p¶ ¹Nv ¹Nv F¶ ldvUkpw AkapsX fqa`pw sNm*v fp_n Wn_ªp.
Fsâ AXnk]À NW¯v k¶p, Fsâ N®pNÄ fªan¨p. bp_s¯Xp¡\w F¶p knIm^n¨v Wnfngw Fsâ hÀ¸w AkapsX bqkn kngw lÀ±n¨p ASntWmsXm¸w Ss¶ Bl¡pw skXn sbm«n AkÄ N«n`nt`¡v Nfjv¶v ko\p.. Fsâ hÀ¸w sk«n kn_¡p¶Spw AkapsX bqknsâ fÊn`pNÄ Fsâ hÀ¸s¯ bnjnsªXp¡p¶Spw FWn¡v AWpeks¸«p.
Np_¨v tW^w A§nsW Wn¶ tlgw, hÀ¸s¯ skan]ns`Xp¯v Mm³ AkapsX fpNan Nfjv¶v NnX¶v kn]À¸v Wn_ª Njp¯n W¡ns¡m*v tImUn¨p..
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ASnWp f_pssbs]t¶m\w AkÄ fpw Sn^n¨v Fsâ SmXn]n H^p NXnk¨pS¶p.. Akan Wn¶N¶v fm_n Bls] Fsâ sW©nt`¡v k`n¨p NnX¯n B SpX Fsâ hÀ¸¯nsâ bp_¯v k¨p b^hvb^w IqXpbNÀ¶v, kn]À¸nsâ hpPÔw BhzUn¨p M§Ä C^pk^pw D_¡¯nt`¡v kjpSnko\p.
H^p_¡w Njnªp\À¶ Mm³ Bl]psX Ip*n N¼nNp«³.sWäv