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N¼nNp«³.sWäv D½ k¨v Akta]pw D\À¯n. AkapsX km]nt`¡v Fsâ Wmkv SÅns¡mXp¯p, Npt_ tW^s¯ AV^bmW¯nWptlgw Mm³ Aksa NpWn¨p Wn_p¯n B bqknt`¡v ko*pw hÀ¸s¯ Np¯n]n_¡n. C¯k\ A{S fp_p¡w tSm¶n]nÃ, St`¶v ^m{Sn Mm³ Wnt£bn¨ Fsâ t^SÊpw, AkapsX bqÀt¯WpwsNm*v bqkv WWªv sNmj sNmj F¶nÀ¸p*m]n^p¶p.
bn¶n ssN Np¯n Fsâ I´nNÄ sbm¡n Mm³ Bªmªv b®n. Npt_ tW^s¯ b®`nWptlgw Kt`tg«m FWn¡v k¶p F¶ Wn`knant]msX AkÄ N«n`n SaÀ¶v ko\p. FWn¡v tbm]n«p*m]n^p¶nÃ. Aksa f`À¯nNnX¯n Mm³ Fsâ hÀ¸s¯ AkapsX bnaÀ¶n^n¡p¶ km]nt`¡v SÅn¡]än.
BUyw fpw sk«n¡m³ tWm¡ns]¦n`pw, bn¶oXv AkÄ WÃtbms` Du¼m³ SpX§n. Mm³ AkapsX S`]n bnXn¨v AkapsX km]nt`¡v SÅns¡mXp¯p. Np_¨p tW^tf FWn¡Sp sIt¿*n k¶pÅp. As¸mtj¡pw Fsâ hÀ¸w bnt¶]pw kngw lÀ±n¨p. C¯k\ ASv Bl]psX km]nt`¡m]n^p¶p, Fsâ hÀ¸w AkapsX km]n Wn_ªn^n¡p¶Sp sNm*v AkÄ¡Sv NpXn¨n_¡pN]ÃmsS tks_ kjn]p*m]n^p¶nÃ. ASpfpjpk³ NpXn¨n_¡n]tlgw Bl Fsâ Np«sW Wà tbms` W¡n SpkÀ¯n Fsâ Ip*n H^p½]pw S¶v Fsâ sW©n S`k¨v D_¡¯nt`¡v kjpSn ko\p.
MmWpw BNhvfnNfm]n Nn«n] H^p hp¯nsâ BhzmUW¯n Aksa fp_psN bp\À¶v Fsâ N®pNÄ AX¨p.
bntä¶v ^mkns` tcm¬ _n§v sI¿p¶Sp tN«m\v M§Ä C^pk^pw N®p fnjn¨Sv.. Bl]psX tcm¬ B]n^p¶p ASv. tNmÄ Aäâv sI]vS Bl]psX fpw fm_n]Sv MmW_nªp.. F´m bänt] F¶ tImUy¯nWv H^p sbm«n¡^¨n`m]n^p¶p f_pbXn.
Nm^ysfs´¶v fWÊn`m]nsæn`pw Mm³ AkapsX fpw Fsâ sW©nt`¡v tIÀ¯p. AkapsX fpw Fsâ sW©n tIÀ¯v Fs¶ sN«n¸nXn¨v AkÄ sbm«n sbm«n N^ªp. Aksa hfmVmWn¸n¡msW¶ k®w Mm³ AkapsX Wáfm] bp_w SjpNns¡m*n^p¶p..
B St`mX AVnNw tW^w tk*n k¶nÃ, bSps¡ bSps¡ Bl]psX N^¨n Wn¶v B Ip*pNÄ Fsâ Njp¯n IpwdW§Ä WÂNn. sb«¶v Fs¶ SÅn fmän MmsWm¶p fpÅn k^mw F¶p b_ªv AkÄ täm]v`änt`¡v tbm]n, MmWmNs« k^mWn^n¡p¶ Wnfng§sa Bt`mIn¨p Np«sW SjpNn f`À¶v NnX¶p.
AVnN hf]w Nm¯n^nt¡*n k¶nÃ, Bl k¶v Fsâ sW©n S` k¨p NnX¶p, AkapsX Nknan\Nta]pw Ip*pNta]pw I¸n NpXn¨ tlgw Mm³ AkapsX SpX]N¯n B fUW bpgvb¯n D½ k¨p.

At¿.. Mm³ NjpNn]n«nà F¶p b_ªv Bl Fs¶ SÅnfmän.
F´nWm NjpNps¶, B hzmUv FWn¡v CgvXfm\v F¶p b_ªv B fq{Sw f\¡p¶ fUW bpgvbw Mm³ W¡n N¼nNp«³.sWäv